Fic - Make Out - 1/1
Jun. 12th, 2020 07:31 pmTitle: Make Out
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: R
Warning: Secret relationship, age disparity, Harry is underage (approx. 15)
Pairing: Sirius Black/Harry Potter
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and I am making no profit from this story.
Summary: Harry sneaks down to the kitchen for a midnight rendezvous
AN: Written for
hogwarts365 Prompt 342 - kitchen
Oh hey, look I'm alive.
( He hasn’t kissed anyone before... )
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: R
Warning: Secret relationship, age disparity, Harry is underage (approx. 15)
Pairing: Sirius Black/Harry Potter
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and I am making no profit from this story.
Summary: Harry sneaks down to the kitchen for a midnight rendezvous
AN: Written for
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( He hasn’t kissed anyone before... )
Multifandomdrabble Reveals
Jul. 15th, 2019 02:28 pmThe 2019 Round Two Collection has been revealed at
multifandomdrabble, and so I can reveal that I a) signed up, and b) was weirdly prolific.
My assignment was for Lunarium, but there were treats too.
we can never go home (we won't be turned around) for Lunarium.
Fandom: The Silmarillion
Pairing: Gildor Inglorion/Maglor
Warnings: None
Summary: Whenever he guides a new group of Sindar to Mithlond, Gildor turns his own path to the shore for a single reason: to seek out Maglor.
Notes: You will prise this pairing from my cold, dead hands.
want to show you off
Fandom: Nailed It!
Pairing: Nicole Byer/Wes
Warnings: RPF
Summary: She wants to announce them to the world
Notes: Nailed It! is my go-to chill-out trash show and I love it. Also, this is more based off show dynamic than actual RFP, so YMMV.
all burn together
Fandom: The Hobbit
Pairing: Pre-Bilbo/Smaug (mostly Bilbo thinking Smaug is hella pretty in addition to existentially terrifying)
Warnings: Time Travel AU
Summary: Bilbo is too small to make a decent snack. Smaug probably wouldn't care, but he can always hope.
Notes: I'm super tempted to turn this into something longer. Mostly because writing Bilbo in drabble format is exhausting because his verbosity does not want to cooperate.
rainy ending to a perfect day
Fandom: Harry Potter
Pairing: Voldemort/Harry
Warnings: None
Summary: They're watching the rain when Delphini is born.
Notes: Ye olde OTP alert.
So, that's what I wrote. I also received many lovely gifts in a variety of fandoms.
Daegaer wrote me two post-book, Aziraphale/Crowley Good Omens drabbles: Bee at Peace and Evening.
I received another post-book, Aziraphale/Crowley Good Omens drabble called All God's Creatures from spiced_chai_nebula.
All three of these are gloriously fluffy, featuring our ineffable husbands in their (well deserved) happy ending.
sweetcarolanne wrote Waking Nightmares, Deadly Dreams for the Cthulhu Mythos - featuring a truly stressed Randolph Carter and the Crawling Chaos who so loves to toy with him.
Filigranka gave me The March of Hundred Feet, which is a lovely little gen drabble about the chaos caused by civil war, with the funeral of Orion Black front and centre.
My prompt for Dracula - Bram Stoker basically boiled down to: I ship Dracula/Jonathan and think gothic literature is amazing, go wildwhile neglecting to mention that gothic literature is the topic of my PhD, which is possibly a little unfair. Aquatics rose to the challenge, though, and gifted me two gloriously gothic drabbles. The Three Worlds explores Dracula's connection to the land around his castle, and Portrait links him to Vlad III Tepes.
Last, but not least, Ruis wrote me a delightful Dracula/Jonathan drabble called I too can love, where Dracula finds out what Jonathan's been writing in his diary.
All of my gifts are fantastic, and I whole-heartedly recommend checking them out.
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My assignment was for Lunarium, but there were treats too.
we can never go home (we won't be turned around) for Lunarium.
Fandom: The Silmarillion
Pairing: Gildor Inglorion/Maglor
Warnings: None
Summary: Whenever he guides a new group of Sindar to Mithlond, Gildor turns his own path to the shore for a single reason: to seek out Maglor.
Notes: You will prise this pairing from my cold, dead hands.
want to show you off
Fandom: Nailed It!
Pairing: Nicole Byer/Wes
Warnings: RPF
Summary: She wants to announce them to the world
Notes: Nailed It! is my go-to chill-out trash show and I love it. Also, this is more based off show dynamic than actual RFP, so YMMV.
all burn together
Fandom: The Hobbit
Pairing: Pre-Bilbo/Smaug (mostly Bilbo thinking Smaug is hella pretty in addition to existentially terrifying)
Warnings: Time Travel AU
Summary: Bilbo is too small to make a decent snack. Smaug probably wouldn't care, but he can always hope.
Notes: I'm super tempted to turn this into something longer. Mostly because writing Bilbo in drabble format is exhausting because his verbosity does not want to cooperate.
rainy ending to a perfect day
Fandom: Harry Potter
Pairing: Voldemort/Harry
Warnings: None
Summary: They're watching the rain when Delphini is born.
Notes: Ye olde OTP alert.
So, that's what I wrote. I also received many lovely gifts in a variety of fandoms.
Daegaer wrote me two post-book, Aziraphale/Crowley Good Omens drabbles: Bee at Peace and Evening.
I received another post-book, Aziraphale/Crowley Good Omens drabble called All God's Creatures from spiced_chai_nebula.
All three of these are gloriously fluffy, featuring our ineffable husbands in their (well deserved) happy ending.
sweetcarolanne wrote Waking Nightmares, Deadly Dreams for the Cthulhu Mythos - featuring a truly stressed Randolph Carter and the Crawling Chaos who so loves to toy with him.
Filigranka gave me The March of Hundred Feet, which is a lovely little gen drabble about the chaos caused by civil war, with the funeral of Orion Black front and centre.
My prompt for Dracula - Bram Stoker basically boiled down to: I ship Dracula/Jonathan and think gothic literature is amazing, go wild
Last, but not least, Ruis wrote me a delightful Dracula/Jonathan drabble called I too can love, where Dracula finds out what Jonathan's been writing in his diary.
All of my gifts are fantastic, and I whole-heartedly recommend checking them out.
Fic - Ghosts - 1/1
Jan. 17th, 2018 10:18 pmTitle: Ghosts
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: G
Genre: Angst
Pairing: Sirius/Harry
Warnings: AU - Sirius Lives, War
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and I am making no profit from this story.
Summary: Harry never used to believe in ghosts. Before Hogwarts, such things were impossible. Now, he feels like he’s drowning in them.
AN: For
human_veil, written for the Winter Exchange at rarepair_shorts.
Here on AO3
( Downstairs, the Order are arguing again... )
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: G
Genre: Angst
Pairing: Sirius/Harry
Warnings: AU - Sirius Lives, War
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and I am making no profit from this story.
Summary: Harry never used to believe in ghosts. Before Hogwarts, such things were impossible. Now, he feels like he’s drowning in them.
AN: For
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Here on AO3
( Downstairs, the Order are arguing again... )
Fic - Said the Spider - 1/1
Jul. 8th, 2017 04:02 pmTitle: Said the Spider
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Drama
Pairing: Gellert Grindelwald/Harry Potter
Warnings: Timetravel, Master of Death!Harry, Seer!Grindelwald, Manipulation
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and am making no profit from this story.
Summary: Gellert is nothing like the horror that was Voldemort; Grindelwald is a symptom of the same social disease, but his is a slow and subtle kind of terror. He’s a spider at the centre of a web of futures, plucking at strings to see how the flies begin to panic in their binds. Harry thinks that he’s beautiful.
Author's Notes: Written for
hprarefest. Thanks, as ever, go to S for agreeing to be my beta once more and for whipping this piece into shape – any remaining errors are entirely my own. Thanks also go to R for continuing her dedicated work as a sounding board and for reminding me that I’m still allowed to have fun.
( Harry leans back on his bar stool as Grindelwald slides in next to him... )
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Drama
Pairing: Gellert Grindelwald/Harry Potter
Warnings: Timetravel, Master of Death!Harry, Seer!Grindelwald, Manipulation
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and am making no profit from this story.
Summary: Gellert is nothing like the horror that was Voldemort; Grindelwald is a symptom of the same social disease, but his is a slow and subtle kind of terror. He’s a spider at the centre of a web of futures, plucking at strings to see how the flies begin to panic in their binds. Harry thinks that he’s beautiful.
Author's Notes: Written for
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( Harry leans back on his bar stool as Grindelwald slides in next to him... )
Fic - Dream Boy - 1/1
Sep. 3rd, 2016 09:34 pmTitle: Dream Boy
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: R
Genre: Psychological/Romance
Pairing: Diary Horcrux!Tom Riddle/Harry Potter
Warnings: Extreme underage (Harry is 12), manipulative relationship
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and am making no profit from this story.
Summary: Self-preservation is what Tom was created for. So when he discovers the Horcrux in Harry’s scar, he decides to preserve that too. Of course, that doesn’t mean that he can’t enjoy himself in the process.
Author's Notes: My third submission for
hp_crossgenfest this year.
( Harry is like him in a way... )
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: R
Genre: Psychological/Romance
Pairing: Diary Horcrux!Tom Riddle/Harry Potter
Warnings: Extreme underage (Harry is 12), manipulative relationship
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and am making no profit from this story.
Summary: Self-preservation is what Tom was created for. So when he discovers the Horcrux in Harry’s scar, he decides to preserve that too. Of course, that doesn’t mean that he can’t enjoy himself in the process.
Author's Notes: My third submission for
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( Harry is like him in a way... )
Fic - Keeping Secrets - 1/1
Sep. 3rd, 2016 09:24 pmTitle: Keeping Secrets
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Angst/Romance
Pairing: Sirius Black/Harry Potter
Warnings: Underage (Harry is 15), secret relationship, rough sex, shower sex, anal play, dirty talk
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and am making no profit from this story.
Summary: Harry knows that it’s wrong, sneaking around with Sirius like this. He knows that they both know it’s wrong. What he doesn’t know is why Sirius started it when he can barely look Harry in the eye afterwards.
Author's Notes: This was written for this year's fabulous
hp_crossgenfest.
( He hates this... )
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Angst/Romance
Pairing: Sirius Black/Harry Potter
Warnings: Underage (Harry is 15), secret relationship, rough sex, shower sex, anal play, dirty talk
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and am making no profit from this story.
Summary: Harry knows that it’s wrong, sneaking around with Sirius like this. He knows that they both know it’s wrong. What he doesn’t know is why Sirius started it when he can barely look Harry in the eye afterwards.
Author's Notes: This was written for this year's fabulous
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( He hates this... )
Title: Und bist du nicht willig, so brauch ich Gewalt
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: G
Genre: Gen
Warnings: Terribly drawn hands
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and am making no profit from this story.
Summary: Oh father, oh father, oh can you not hear/What the Elf King is whispering into my ear
Author's Notes: Painted for this year's
hp_crossgenfest. I haven’t painted anything in years (read: ten/eleven), but I love Goethe’s poetry - especially The Erl King – and I loved the idea of making something based on that for this fest.
( Oh father... )
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: G
Genre: Gen
Warnings: Terribly drawn hands
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and am making no profit from this story.
Summary: Oh father, oh father, oh can you not hear/What the Elf King is whispering into my ear
Author's Notes: Painted for this year's
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( Oh father... )
Fic - Different in Person - 1/1
Aug. 2nd, 2016 01:14 pmTitle: Different in Person
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: G
Genre: Angst/Hurt-comfort
Pairing: Harry Potter/Neville Longbottom - preslash
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and am making no profit from this story.
Summary: Professor Moody is possibly the best Defence teacher they've had, but that doesn't mean his lessons don't hurt.
Author's Notes: This was written for this year's
rarepair_shorts Wishlist event, for
penumbria_fics, and it's based off her requests for 'Slytherin!Harry' and 'Angst!Harry'.
( He reaches out... )
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: G
Genre: Angst/Hurt-comfort
Pairing: Harry Potter/Neville Longbottom - preslash
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and am making no profit from this story.
Summary: Professor Moody is possibly the best Defence teacher they've had, but that doesn't mean his lessons don't hurt.
Author's Notes: This was written for this year's
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( He reaches out... )
Fic - Quiet Corners - 1/1
Jul. 10th, 2016 11:16 pmTitle: Quiet Corners
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: G
Genre: Romance/Fluff
Pairings: Theodore Nott/Harry Potter
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and am making no profit from this story.
Summary: After the war, Harry seeks out quiet corners away from the other students. He didn't expect to come to appreciate Theodore Nott's special brand of near-silent companionship.
Author's Notes: So, I have a headcanon that Theo is asexual, so while this is officially pre-relationship fluff, it's also pretty much the exact kind of relationship I see Theo as having anyway.
( He's not sure he's ever heard Nott speak... )
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: G
Genre: Romance/Fluff
Pairings: Theodore Nott/Harry Potter
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and am making no profit from this story.
Summary: After the war, Harry seeks out quiet corners away from the other students. He didn't expect to come to appreciate Theodore Nott's special brand of near-silent companionship.
Author's Notes: So, I have a headcanon that Theo is asexual, so while this is officially pre-relationship fluff, it's also pretty much the exact kind of relationship I see Theo as having anyway.
( He's not sure he's ever heard Nott speak... )
Fic - Hidden Things - 1/1
Nov. 8th, 2015 08:02 pmTitle: Hidden Things
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: R
Genre: Horror/Romance
Pairings: Voldemort/Harry
Warnings: Underage, age disparity, mild blood play
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and am making no profit from this story.
Summary: Harry doesn’t have a wish, and he’s not sure that Tom’s a real genie, but that doesn’t stop him from summoning him anyway.
Author's Notes: This was written for the Halloween Fest at
hp_creatures for a prompt asking for genie!Voldemort. This...deviated somewhat from the prompt - oops!

( Tom will destroy him, one day... )
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: R
Genre: Horror/Romance
Pairings: Voldemort/Harry
Warnings: Underage, age disparity, mild blood play
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and am making no profit from this story.
Summary: Harry doesn’t have a wish, and he’s not sure that Tom’s a real genie, but that doesn’t stop him from summoning him anyway.
Author's Notes: This was written for the Halloween Fest at
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( Tom will destroy him, one day... )
Fic - Kiwi Experience - 1/1
Nov. 8th, 2015 07:29 pmTitle: Kiwi Experience
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Drama/Romance
Pairings: Lucius/Harry
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and am making no profit from this story.
Summary: Lucius is well aware that he is not the usual sort of person who packs up their essential belongings and escapes to New Zealand to find themselves, but here he is.
Author's Notes: This was written for the Lucius/Harry Halloween Fest on
hp_darkages, for the prompt Fleeing the destroyed remains of England after Voldemort wins the war, Harry and Lucius find each other and fall in love.

( His weariness is bone-deep... )
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Drama/Romance
Pairings: Lucius/Harry
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and am making no profit from this story.
Summary: Lucius is well aware that he is not the usual sort of person who packs up their essential belongings and escapes to New Zealand to find themselves, but here he is.
Author's Notes: This was written for the Lucius/Harry Halloween Fest on
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( His weariness is bone-deep... )
Fic - Jocasta Dreams - 1/1
Sep. 2nd, 2015 07:22 pmTitle: Jocasta Dreams
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Angst/PWP
Pairings: Molly Weasley/Harry Potter
Warnings: Underage sex, Jocasta Complex, lactation kink, adultery
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and am making no profit from this story.
Summary: A lipstick stain and the feel of hot breath and chapped lips at the edge of her blouse trigger a strange reaction in Molly. Harry’s just a boy, but for one summer, she wishes he was hers.
Author's Notes: Written for
hp_crossgenfest and inspired by the sheer amount of Freud that's been going into my thesis. It's honestly less terrifying than it sounds.
( It's not the first time... )
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Angst/PWP
Pairings: Molly Weasley/Harry Potter
Warnings: Underage sex, Jocasta Complex, lactation kink, adultery
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and am making no profit from this story.
Summary: A lipstick stain and the feel of hot breath and chapped lips at the edge of her blouse trigger a strange reaction in Molly. Harry’s just a boy, but for one summer, she wishes he was hers.
Author's Notes: Written for
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( It's not the first time... )
Fic - In the House of Horus - 1/1
Sep. 2nd, 2015 07:15 pmTitle: In the House of Horus
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: NC-17
Genre: PWP
Pairings: Bill Weasley/Harry Potter
Warnings: Fuck-or-die (actually more like fuck-or-be-mildly-inconvenienced)
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and am making no profit from this story.
Summary: Trapped in the warding chamber of an Egyptian tomb, Harry and Bill must make a sacrifice to the goddess Hathor in order to escape.
Author's Notes: Written for
hp_crossgenfest. I normally don't like this trope at all, but the prompt it's based on really caught my eye. And it made my beta giggle because Ancient Egyptian-themed porn has been pretty much a thing for us ever since we were undergrads together XD
The title refers to the goddess Hathor, who features quite prominently, and whose name translates to 'house/mansion of Horus'.
( ...good strategy had lost out against Potter Luck... )
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: NC-17
Genre: PWP
Pairings: Bill Weasley/Harry Potter
Warnings: Fuck-or-die (actually more like fuck-or-be-mildly-inconvenienced)
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and am making no profit from this story.
Summary: Trapped in the warding chamber of an Egyptian tomb, Harry and Bill must make a sacrifice to the goddess Hathor in order to escape.
Author's Notes: Written for
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The title refers to the goddess Hathor, who features quite prominently, and whose name translates to 'house/mansion of Horus'.
( ...good strategy had lost out against Potter Luck... )
Fic - Dead Boys - 1/1
Jul. 7th, 2015 05:14 pmTitle: Dead Boys
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: R
Genre: Angst/Drama
Pairings: Barty Crouch Jr/Harry Potter, past Barty Crouch Jr/Regulus Black
Warnings: Descriptions of underage sex, unreliable narrator, consent issues
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and am making no profit from this story.
Summary: Harry Potter reminds Barty too much of his old lover. He’s not a good enough man to be able to resist.
Author's Notes: This was written as a pinch hit for the final week of
hprarefest 2015. It's based off my own prompt, which can be summed up as 'an excuse to inflict my OTP on people'.

( Barty's heart begins to stutter... )
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: R
Genre: Angst/Drama
Pairings: Barty Crouch Jr/Harry Potter, past Barty Crouch Jr/Regulus Black
Warnings: Descriptions of underage sex, unreliable narrator, consent issues
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and am making no profit from this story.
Summary: Harry Potter reminds Barty too much of his old lover. He’s not a good enough man to be able to resist.
Author's Notes: This was written as a pinch hit for the final week of
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( Barty's heart begins to stutter... )
Fic - Break the Clock - 1/1
Jul. 7th, 2015 05:08 pmTitle: Break the Clock
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: R
Genre: Romance/Drama
Pairings: Sirius/Harry
Warnings: Underage sex, clothed sex, underage drinking
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and am making no profit from this story.
Summary: Grimmauld Place is slowly killing Sirius, and Harry knows it. He also knows just how to fight it.
Author's Notes: This was written for
hprarefest 2015. Thanks go to the wonderful S for being my beta through all things, and also to
drarryxlover for a wonderful prompt, to J for keeping me under pressure to finish, and to R for being an excellent sounding board. And, of course, to
digthewriter for running one of my favourite fests.

( It's not perfect... )
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: R
Genre: Romance/Drama
Pairings: Sirius/Harry
Warnings: Underage sex, clothed sex, underage drinking
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and am making no profit from this story.
Summary: Grimmauld Place is slowly killing Sirius, and Harry knows it. He also knows just how to fight it.
Author's Notes: This was written for
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( It's not perfect... )
Fic - Crossroad Blues - 1/1
May. 17th, 2015 10:03 pmTitle: Crossroad Blues
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Horror/Angst
Pairings: Draco/Harry
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and am making no profit from this story.
Summary: Draco wasn’t expecting the demon to look like Potter and it threw him. This isn’t the deal he wanted to make.
Author's Notes: This was written for
hp_darkarts Horror Fest 2015, for the prompt: It's just, he never expected crossroads demons to look quite like that. It can also be found here on AO3.
( ...his head is swimming because he could swear that he’s forgotten something... )
Author: Evandar
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Horror/Angst
Pairings: Draco/Harry
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and am making no profit from this story.
Summary: Draco wasn’t expecting the demon to look like Potter and it threw him. This isn’t the deal he wanted to make.
Author's Notes: This was written for
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( ...his head is swimming because he could swear that he’s forgotten something... )